A BIRTHDAY WISH FOR JC

Hey, birthday love, I think of you
On days both dark and sunny.
You bring me joy in every thought,
My precious, loving honey!

So be my love for all our lives,
And I’ll be your love, too;
Each birthday is another chance
To say, "I love just you!"

If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.

JC CAN YOU:

DO YOU KNOW?

HOW I MISS YOU
WHEN YOU DON'T KEEP IN TOUCH
I MISS HEARING FROM YOU
I MISS YOU SO MUCH

WHEN I DON'T HEAR FROM YOU
I START TO WONDER WHERE I STAND
ARE WE GOING ANYWHERE
IS OUR RELATIONSHIP GOING TO EXPAND

OR AM I LIVING IN VAIN
OF DREAMS OF YOU AND I
THAT SOMEDAY WE'LL BE TOGETHER
SAYING HELLO AND NOT GOODBYE

I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE
SO DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
I THINK WE'RE GOOD FOR EACH OTHER
DON'T YOU AGREE?

GIVING YOU MY HEART

I AM GIVING YOU MY HEART AGAIN

I HOPE YOU TAKE IT

I just want to let you know that...

JC <3

I'M MISSING YOU

I miss you alot,
you are in my dreams,
also in my tear drops,
that run in forest streams,
i love you so much

I'm sorry I hurt you
I didn't mean to
I'm sorry I hurt you,
I regret it, I do.
What I did, I regret
So lets make up and forget

I MISS YOUR COOKING BABY

TO MY

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART MWAHHHH

LOVE

So Unusual Love...

BRITNEY SPEARS/UNUSUAL YOU/ LYRICS

Nothing about you is typical
Nothing about you is predictable
You got me all twisted and confused,
It's all new

Up til now I thought I knew love
Nothing to lose and it's damaged 'cause
Patterns will fall as quick as I do
But now...

Bridges are burning, baby I'm learning
A new way of thinking now
Love I can see, nothing will be
Just like it was,
Is that because?

[Chorus:]
Baby, you're so unusual
Didn't anyone tell you, you're supposed to
Break my heart?
I expect you to, so why haven't you?
Maybe you're not even human 'cause,
Only an angel could be so unusual
Sweet surprise, I could get used to
Unusual you

Ha-ah-ah-ahh, Ha-ah-ah-ahh
Ha-ah-ah-ahh, Ha-ah-ah-ahh

Been so many things when I was someone else
Boxer in the ring, tryin' to defend myself
And the private eyes see what's going on
That's long gone

When I'm with you I can just be myself
You're always where you say you will be
Shocking 'cause I never knew love like this
Could exist

Tables are turning, my heart is soaring
You'll never let me down
Answer my call, here after all
Never met anyone like you

(Chorus)

Can't believe that I, almost didn't try
When you called my name
Now everything has changed

JC <3

IF I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW IT CLAP MY HANDS...

CLAP CLAP :)

It's YOURS...

Take Care of Him...

JC <3

I am sending you a bunch of flowers because

I LOVE YOU JC

It wasn't a Goodbye...I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LAURA PAUSINI/LYRCIS

Now what if I never kiss your lips again
or feel the touch of your sweet embrace.
How would I ever go on?
Without you there?s no place to belong
Well someday love is going to lead you back to me
but till it dose I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
somewhere out there you're thinking of me
Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.

Til I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it trough
and rise above when the rain falls down
But its so hard to be strong
when you've been missing somebody so long
It's just a matter of time I'm sure
but time takes time and I can't hold on
so wont you try as hard as you can
to put my broken hearth together again?

Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.

Til I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny

It's not goodbye.

P.S. I CAN'T WAIT TO KISS YOU, TOUCH YOU, SMELL YOU, HOLD YOU, FEEL YOU AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JC <3

I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO I DO

SOME CHEESY

Written in Pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you love me
You'll answer this

I love you
And will be true
Can't you tell by
The things we do

I love you
I think you're grand
Where ever we go
I'll hold your hand

I love you
Yes I do
I cannot go on
Without you

Distance so far
But not for long
Until that day
We must be strong

Just remember
It's you I love
Just remember
You're my number one

Written by EYB

I'M SORRY...

I seriously don't like fight with you... at this moment, you are the SEA and I'm the FISH.

P.S. I Love You...MORE

JC <3

My declaration to you

I want to let the you and the whole internet world to know that I love you with all my heart and with all my might. I will do what is right by us and live by the rules we set for each other while we are separated during this time.


I have kept my promise to contact you often, chatting via cam twice a day everyday. I will continue to send you phone text messages as soon as I wake up and throughout the night when you are asleep.


I want to reassure you that I am not doing anything that will damage our relationship. I want you to remember, we are only human and prone to making mistakes but I will try my hardest not to. If we do happen to F@CK up along to the way, I hope that we are strong enough to work it out. Trust is important in a relationship and we need to remind ourselves to trust each other.


I never want to lose you. My love for you is real and my wish is for our love to grow and last for a lifetime. I love you JC and I miss you like crazy.


Abrazos y besos

EYB

PS: I added a picture of the chicken breast heart you carved for me

3 reasons for me to be HAPPY!!!!

1. You exist, and came into my life!
2. You make me feel loved.
3. I spoke with my BEST FRIEND today and she told me: " You know wh@t? this is LOVE my friend..YOU REALLY LOVE HIM!" YES! jajajajajaja...

JC <3

Mandy Moore - First Kiss

Antagonizing pleasure
Placed upon my lips
Where dreams come true
In just one kiss!

Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy
Closing the door on reality
Not even the thickest iceberg
Could melt the lust I feel inside!

I shed my fears faster than my clothes
The anticipation begins to unfold
My heart begins to pound faster
As you come closer

Just one look from your eyes
And I become hypnotized
A river of sins, to which I concede
Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me!

Your lips gently pressed against mine
A silent submission of tongues intertwined
My mouth tenderly pressed against yours
My voice trembles as you start to explore

Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine
An erotic dance of passing time
My heart's racing as fast as yours
My body's craving for something more!

Starving and Craving
For an evening
Of erotic bliss
Where dreams come true
In Just One Kiss.

I AM CRAZY ABOUT YOU JC & I LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!!

Wh@t else could I say...?

I LOVE YOU =.D


P.S. MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3

J.C

Tips for a trouble free LDL

1) Establish the relationship rules and parameters.In a study of long distance relationships, Dr. Greg Guldner found that 70% of couples in a long distance relationship who did not set rules, or deal with changes, ended up breaking up within six months. This means that it is vital that you and your partner set rules and parameters to guide your long distance relationship. This includes an agreement that you will not date others, that you will communicate daily, and that you'll see each other at least once every 2-3 months in person.

2) Communicate Every Single DayPart of a successful long distance relationship is being able to emulate patterns found in regular relationships. One of these patterns is daily communication. The evolution of the Internet is godsend for people who are in long distance relationships. Not only can you communicate via email and instant messaging for free, but you can also talk to each other through free services like Skype. And that means no more $500 a month phone bills!

3) Express Your FeelingsLearning to express your feelings to your long distance partner in email, IM, and on the phone is important for the growth and stability of your relationship. One of the ways it increases your relationship stability is by providing "reassurance" to the other person about your commitment to him/her. When you express your feelings, you are letting your partner know that you are committed to making the relationship work.

4) Send Care PackagesEvery once in awhile prepare and send your long distance relationship partner a "care package". Here are several things you might consider putting in the package (not all at once, of course; pace yourself and your gifts)

Books
Phone Card
Hershey's Hugs
Music
Video Message
Hershey's Kisses
Puzzle
Sweets
Real Rose
Card
Stuffed Animal
"Preserved" Rose
Holiday Items
Bottled Message
Chocolate Rose
Pressed Flower
Pictures of You
Engraved Rose
Gift Card
Jewelry
"Key" to Your Heart
Bubble Bath
Movie Ticket
Personalized Poem

5) Spend Time Together While ApartEven though your partner may live hours away, you can still experience "date nights" with him/her. For example, let's say you are both interested in seeing the latest blockbuster movie. Plan to go at the exact same time (coordinate your time zones) to see the movie then when it is over call each other to discuss it. It's fun knowing that your partner is doing the exact same thing as you at the exact same time. Even though you're apart, you're still sharing a moment "together".

6) Never Make AssumptionsAlways be clear about your relationship with each other. Don't assume that your long-distance partner knows your feelings - share them. Good or bad, be clear about how you feel about the relationship. Assumptions kill many relationships, while clear communication helps relationships succeed. Perhaps Henry Winkler put it best when he said, "assumptions are the termites of relationships." Let your partner clearly know your ambitions, fears, feelings, and desires. This will allow him/her to share something deeper with you as you both work together towards mastering your communication abilities.

7) Trust One AnotherLow self-esteem and a lack of trust can ruin wonderful relationships. For example, a woman I know once met this really nice, thoughtful, and sincere man. She met him via online dating - the first guy she met after spending three years "healing" from her last relationship. Unfortunately, she still carried baggage from the failure of her last relationship. Instead of recognizing this guy as different, she lumped all men into the same boat as her failed relationship. She was distrusting and insecure. In the end, she lost the guy as a result.
It's important not to draw associations between the person you are currently seeing and past failed relationships. Give the person an honest chance. I live by the philosophy that "I will fully trust a person until they give me a reason not to". This philosophy is very important in long distance relationships because if you start to lose trust and become insecure then your relationship will soon be sabotaged... by you.

8) Plan Regular MeetingsMeeting regularly is vital to the success of your long-distance relationship. As discussed in tip #1, it's important to set parameters on things like when you'll meet and how often. And when you settle on a date, it's very important that you make sure nothing interferes with it. When you cancel an in-person meeting ("My friends invited me to the coast that weekend" or "I didn't realize finals were that week") you send a strong message that the relationship is not a priority in your life. You should be canceling other events in order to see your partner. If you're allowing other events to interfere with your get-togethers, then then you might want to reevaluate why you're in a relationship.

9) Share PassionsThe great thing about long-distance relationships is that you tend to get to know your partner much better than if you were physically together. As a result, you learn much more about your partner's likes, dislikes, and passions. Find something your partner is passionate about that you can get involved with. For example, maybe your partner really loves tennis and you've never played tennis. Start taking tennis lessons and discuss it with your partner. Find passions that you both can share and it will invigorate your feelings and appreciation for the relationship.

10) Surprise!You often hear people say, "I love surprises." Surprises are fun because they are unexpected and show how thoughtful/fun a person is. Think of things you can do that will "surprise" your partner. But don't overdue it because then they'll come to expect surprises. Here are a few ideas you may want to consider:

» A classified ad in their local newspaper with a message just for them.
» An unexpected trip to see your partner.
» A video tape recording of you delivering a personal message and showing off some of your "a day in the life of me" events.
» A set of gifts that you give your partner when he/she leaves (after meeting you in person).

The number of gifts correspond to the number of weeks until you see each other again. For example, if you will see each other again in eight weeks then you give your partner eight gifts, each one numbered. Every Monday morning he/she gets to open one of the gifts. It builds anticipation and increases your "thoughtfulness" skill in your partner's eyes.

Your long distance relationship can work if you put the time and effort into making it work. As Dr. Phil says, "If you're in love with somebody, you will swim the stream, you will climb the mountain, you will slay the dragon..."

Long Distance Lyrics by Brandy

There’s only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time. And I’m running out of things to do to get you off my mind (oh whoa). All I have is this picture in a frame (oh ah), that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where I’d rather be, but we’re stuck where we are. It’s so hard, you’re so far.. This long distance is killing me. I wish that you are here with me, but we’re stuck where we are it’s so hard, you’re so far.. (so hard, you’re so far..) This long distance is killing me.

It’s so hard, it’s so hard, where we are, where we are, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me. It’s so hard, it’s so hard, where we are, where we are, you’re so far (so hard, so hard, where we are, where we are, your so far). This long distance is killing me.

Now the minutes feel like hours and the hours feel like days.. (whoa oh whoa) While I’m away (way-ay) You know right now I can’t be home (ah) But I’m coming home soon (ah) Coming home soon.. (ah a hah) All I have is this picture in a frame (ah), that I hold close to see your face everyday.

With you is where i’d rather be (where I’d rather be..), but we’re stuck where we are (oh oh). It’s so hard, (oh ah) you’re so far.. (oh ah) This long distance is killing me. I wish that you are here with me (you are here with me), but we’re stuck where we are (oh oh) It’s so hard, (oh ah) you’re so far.. (oh ah)

Can you hear me crying? Ooh (oh-oh oh-oh) Can you hear me crying? (oh-oh ah!) Ooh (oh-oh oh-oh) Can you hear me crying? (oh-oh ah!) Ooh (oh-oh oh-oh) Ooh woo whoa ah ah oh ah (oh-oh ah!) Uh ah uh ah whoa0h ah (oh-oh oh-oh)

With you is where i’d rather be (where I’d rather be..) whoa! (but we’re stuck where we are) oh! (it’s so hard) So hard (your so far), so far (this long distance is killing me) This long distance is killing me I wish that you are here with me (you are here with me) me.. (but we’re stuck where we are) Stuck where we are! So hard! So far This long distance is killing me

It’s so hard, it’s so hard, where we are, where we are, you’re so far. This long distance is killing me. It’s so hard, it’s so hard, where we are, where we are, you’re so far (so hard, so hard, where we are, where we are, your so far). This long distance is killing me.

There’s only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time

So this is real...

Here i am...JC
Time: Bs As (4:03 pm)...Sydney (5:03 AM)!
Feelings: Just confusion...'cause my body is missing you like hell, but my heart screams that you are still here, just between my breath and chest...
Question: This is real? I mind, few days ago you were taking me to the heaven with your kisses, but know i just have a Laptop, pics of you, a pilow that have your scent (no for long)...and this SENTIMENT that wants to kill me and then bring me to the life again...(torture)...
Answer: What the hell, yes this is R/E/A/L...

P.S. Gordy, sleep well...I'm here...

JC

Love always finds you by EYB

I was not looking for another relationship after spending two years with an abusive ex partner.

A year had past since I left my abusive relationship in Canada and I decided to move to Argentina. I am originally from Sydney, Australia. Even though I was a stronger and more confident person, it was not an easy move due to the language barrier and the chaos that comes with living in Buenos Aires. I had also lost my grandmother to cancer in September 2008. She was my rock and the one who truly was there for me throughout my life and now she was gone.

I found myself a nice looking apartment, well so I thought it was a nice apartment. At the time, I did not know that I would be sharing with a Bolivian male prostitute but I made the best of the situation.

I found myself a job and I started my new life in Buenos Aires. I met a few people online and went on a few dates but nothing serious. One day I got a friends request at my facebook account. I clicked on the profile and I thought this person seems decent enough. Therefore, I added them as a friend. We did not speak to each other for a few weeks until JC emailed me and said that they were moving to Buenos Aires. I replied back saying that I would be happy to help JC out with his move Argentina.

I noticed as we got to know each other online, JC was a little more interested in me then I was in him. It was not because he wasn't attractive or a nice guy, it was because I was scared to be attached again. I managed to find him a place to live through a friend of mine. JC was very grateful for me doing that for him.

Our bond started to get stronger and I offered to meet JC at the airport. His flight was arriving at 430am and anyone who knows Eziza Airport in Buenos Aires would avoid going there at this time at all cost. I arrived at Eziza Airport around 230am and walked around trying to make use of the time. 430am had arrived and so did JC flight from the Carribean.

As I nervously waited for JC to come through the arrivals hall, I had noticed that all the passengers from his flight had exited the door but not JC. An hour later, JC walked out and said that his luggage had been lost. Off we went to find it. We got his luggage and went back to my place.

It was 630am, I was very tired and we both took the bus back into Buenos Aires. The bus trip into town takes about 2 hours. JC and I used this time to get to know each other. I later asked JC what his first impressions of me were and he said that he didn't think I was as cute as my pictures but his opinion change of me when I offered him a black scarf to keep him warm from the cold.

As the days and weeks went on our love for each other grew more intense. He gave me a red candy love heart lollypop as a way to tell me that he was in love with me but I pushed him away. Each time he got closer, I pushed even more until I gave in to my feelings. I had once again fallen in love when I least expected.

JC and I spent most of our time together until I lost my job. I was broke, the situation at my apartment was at breaking point and to top it off my maid stole $1600 from my room. I had no choice but to return to Australia.

I got ready to get to my flight to Australia, packed my luggage and left my crazy apartment. While waiting for the taxi I had changed my mind about leaving and I stayed to be with JC. Many tears were shed leading up to this moment. I just couldn't leave JC behind. I was too much in with him.

I had very little cash and no place to live. JC and I got to spend another two weeks together until I finally had the guts to leave Buenos Aires. I was offered a job in China and I had to return to Australia to save some money. This meant leaving JC behind.

I have been back in Sydney for a week and JC and I keep in touch a few times a day using skype, email, telephone, text messaging, facebook and now this blog. The hardest thing about being away from JC is not being able to touch, smell his scent and cuddle him with dear life.

Come January 2010 we will meet in China but after a month we will have to say goodbye all over again until we meet in December 2010. I love JC with all my heart and I will do what it takes to make this relationship work. I believe that JC will do the same.

JC i want to to know that: A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.

I miss you and love you.

EYB